She doesnt know for how long she stood there.
Everyday the last sentence of her diary was “where this life is leading me”?.
Nowhere.
She had lost the track.
Completly lost.
So lost that even small silly stuff stole her sleep in the night.
She was surrounded by so many people.
She came from a huge family.
She had large group of friends.
She thought she is lucky. She thought everybody are there for her.
But yet in somewhere corner of her mind she knew she was alone.
I think that corner of her mind made her desperately search for a human friend.
A friend who never makes joke out of her pain.
A friend who accepts her for what she is and makes her better person.
A friend who never leaves her in her worst moments.
In simple words all she needed a friend with whom she can talk anything and everything.
Yet the search was badly a disaster.
But she got to know lot things.
She met different type of people. But all were eligible to fit in same portrait after few days.
She felt always bad.
She was going down and down
But yet She thought she is fine. Somewhere somehow.
She mistakenly thought temparory happinesss is eternal one.
She thought thats life. Going nowhere.
But she never thought an accident, absent minded touch would give new perspective to her life.
Yes,it happened by a simple touch.
She accpeted the request.
Begining she had no reason to trust this guy.
No reason to think he is good one.
Her past experience had masked her completly.
And additionally she had false impression to his kind of people.
She knew there was no hopes.
Yet,that stupid corner of her mind made her talk.
Somewhere she wanted to trust Destiny.
The destiny which put her in this place.
So It started.
Yeah. She never met this type of person.
He always tried to make her happy even when he is sad.
He gave good inspiring lectures.
His way of conveying things amazed her.
After so many hurdles in life,he was still standing there with that amazing confidence.
She was shocked.
She had never experienced any pains like that.
Her silly pains sounded like lilliput in front of galivar.
In somewhere, in somepoint both of them were in same boat.
In begining thier conversation was dominated by a common interest.
But then later she started experiencing a conversation which she thought she would never get in her life.
The conversation was great.
He had so much knowledge compared to her.
They spoke about various topics.
They argued,
They debated
They fought,
but still friendship didnt fade.
He tolerated all her stupid talks.
He was very good in convincing people.
She could never say ‘no’.
she never had a reason to say that.
Nobody made her understand something, the way he did.
Even if he shared few,she loved listening to his life stories.
Atlast never to forget his solutions were awesome.
He had solutions to all her problems
Yeah
Atlast she met a friend who made her feel like he is a friend.
She started coming back to track.
Atleast she is trying.
She knows he hates the word ‘try’.
But still
She is trying.
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